Falling
08.09.2022
Perhaps for fear of making something too real or too strong or for fear of ones heart being read on ones sleeve,
One's soul on ones face,
Spotlight on you naked on the
Stage in front of your own thoughts.
I am standing on a stage trying my damndest not to perform,
Trying my damndest to wear no costume, but still
Smile shamelessly
When the burgundy curtain draws,
At the new faces of a
New life‘s audience,
Sitting in red upholstered chairs.
There I am,
I am naked and
I am smiling but they like me,
I think,
And I like standing on the stage — though
Less so the stage,
More so the ledge,
And the f
a
l
l
i
n
g, falling
As I watch my mouth slip an unexpected syllable alongside and unsuspecting bit of saliva -
I am naked and suddenly there I go,
lungs and wind out of my chest only f
a
l
l
i
n
g.
It is without a doubt a thrill.
Though I do fear that I will forget how
exactly I made it to the ledge, I have now
doubtlessly stood,
Naked on the stage...
I have tasted honey and gold,
And I am not keen to return
To mold and soap.